Voices Carry

Consequences.

Inconvenience.

Clinical disater’s, nautical bastard’s.

Pass the freee!

Copy, ctrl + V.

Fight the non-power.

Rise to your true hour.

Be fair.

Cooperate.

Dr. of Disempowerment.

Echeon up.

Self-fulfillment.

To the Fullest.

Callin in what’s coming forth.

Hierarchy of Needs.

Maslow.

1943.

Self-Actualization.

Instead of a relationship, focus on a result.

Independent of a relationship, otherwise.

Superior to that one, overall a result is self-driven + balanced + intellectual + of a perspective of a spiritual + a new material outcome.

Thank you, Stevie.

November, 13, 2018.

Fleetwood Mac. Fun. Pre-Sober.

White Winged Dove.

Name what you know.

Negative contrast.

House in is the Home.

While I wanted nothing from you.

You took everything from me.

Remove the knife.

Save a life.

Deal w your shame.

I’m not to blame.

288.

Safe plane.

Safe place.

Don’t be late.

You’re great.

Instincts.

Watch the waves go by.

Wondering where the lions are.

“Swim out past the breakers. Watch the world die.”

Everclear. “I am dreaming of your ghost.”

Westcoast.

Closed doors.

Gotta get through it as a choice.

Might as well us Faith as a guiding voice.

Say a Prayer to Get There

They hate my freedom.

They hate my face.

They get up in my space.

They don’t give me grace.

Discrimination.

Identify.

Priviledge ain’t a problem.

Family status.

Easy win’s in that the intellect is not in that judgemental person.

Stand up for yourself.

Authentic empowerment above fake stuff.

Codependents w micro aggression.

Not pretty, not respectful of clinical high functioning depression.

We’re not here for the sunshine.

We already got a lemonaide. Paid!

I’m not what I before ‘04.

I’m that and more.

Never break the chain.

Their irony is their agony.

Natalie, you’re cute!

This is accurate.

Do care.

Peace & Light.

Don’t stare.

I scare.

Take care.

Beware.

Why?

Just rare.

Selena Gomez.

Say a prayer.

Ohm.

Rights.

Bright.

Fight of Flight.

Alright.

Good Night.

To Try is Why

Let yourself be guided by good.

Drop the misunderstood.

Be.

Infinity.

Choice.

Light.

No Fear.

Revelations.

Insight.

Faith.

Power.

Truth.

Continuum.

Embrace your space.

Better w age.

Don’t extend the hand if you truly, think somone’s bland.

To do that & look like that…behavior, bat shit ain’t pretty.

To act inconsistently, not a good selfie.

Affordability? ‘That’ journey, just be kind pls.

Height of humanity.

Narcissitic “abuse” is a placebo, effect.

Ender’s game.

Deal w God.

Not a doctor.

Pls be practical.

Lovely bones.

Success is how you see it.

Respect the respect that is granted to you.

Privy to Planet.

Planetary autonomy.

Listen as the wind blows.

I’m enough.

Behold.

Uphold.

Be bold.

Retold.

Tonka & Oud.

Candle.

New Mode.

Listen as the day’s unfolds.

Challenge what the future holds.

You gotta be.

To try is why.

Optimism.

At not cost.

Commit.

Belief.

Love Inc.

Hovercraft’s taking over Manhattan.

Oppression. It just shouldn’t happen.

La Guardia rail’s.

Keep up your vision.

Not the ruin.

Result.

Doing.

Overcoming addiction is intentional effort in a newly chosen direction.

Tell ppl to f* off in your mind so in real time, you can be kind.

Priority.

Self-authority.

Vulnernability, feminity, and sweet behavior isn’t a request for abuse from a narcissistic bad neighbor.

I had no idea ppl would try to take put their insidious rat-faces on my innocence.

Protect your Light.

To achieve is to believe.

Do not care about the opinions of those who are not all there.

What I do w a “clinical” is a Miracle.

Same world.

Different planet.

I’m glad I kept going.

Even though I didn’t know where I was.

The bases are loaded.

You shouldn’t hit me w my best shot.

Where’s my joy?

Always on time.

W you always, Garth.

Shando.

It rewards you.

Don’t forget your radical cats.

Drop da bad bears.

Hand jive.

Don’t look for an above, when it’s coming from a below.

Hierarchy, og. Ob.

Seeing is believing.

Do your logic.

See your Light.

Don’t forget who you are.

Be who you are.

Be a Star.

Full Moon.

Show up.

Soon.

Thought's on God

Turn it all around.

Destiny is found.

Continuum is the way.

Ask?

Question to your day.

Let yourself look back on your life.

Let yourself look forward to your life.

Don’t let others define your reality.

Know your story.

Inventory.

Don’t use force uncessarily.

Heart.

Forgiveness.

Home is worth finding from within.

Expansion.

Begin.

See your part in the whole.

Let yourself be led by your own breath.

Listen.

Rest.

Return to the place of feeling it the most.

Freedom.

Responsibility.

That there is a this after a that.

La la la la….

Effects on others.

Broaden your perspective to be inclusive.

The answer isn’t always a relationship.

People, places and things.

Obliterate.

Sovereignty.

Collective.

Hope.

Light.

Love.

One.

Christmas Light'24

It’s not a crime to not be loved by you.

Here, have a side of emotional abuse on your night roost.

You’ve got a bright light, lady.

Gotta see in the dark.

Solar star is polar car.

Living is Leading.

Awareness beyond the square-ness.

Try, to believe as I grieve.

There is always a reprieve.

Thank God for my sobriety.

It’s a personal choice.

Know your voice.

Your writing tells you what you’re needing to know.

The best fishing lodge, ever.

Want to judge me?

Catherine Zeta Victoria.

Do your light.

Focus on the aura.

Reality.

Trance.

Polarity.

World keep turning.

Sane world.

Different order.

Don’t get involved where you don’t get evolved.

Be open to learning.

Be truthful if you’re returning.

Drop it a a thought if it’s not what you want.

Re-frame.

Reclaim.

Loyalty to your name.

Haven’t seen you around.

No accountablity, for you old man.

Merry Christmas from a misogynist and a racist.

Btw, I’m reporting a man at work who hurt me.

Time’s up.

Thanks.

Paul. You’re not innocent.

Jesus Lives.

Paul. You’re not innocent.

Saves Lives.

Merry Christmas.

Blessings & Light.

I don’t go w out.

If I do, I go within.

Get to begin.

Time Queen

June 9, 2017. Involuntarily, on the night of Babcia’s death.

Unfortunates. Hurt me. They are born that way, they are not at fault.

Autonomy, is for everybody.

Codependency in my peer group, is unflattering.

Joy-thief.

Time Queen.

Gratitude.

Tiger, tiger.

I met Uma Thurman once.

Hostessing at the Pointe Restaurant at the Wickanninsh Inn.

Use your illusion.

Source.

One.

Free.

Energy.

Begin.

Many people, many pages.

Interception.

Deliver.

Unity.

Incorrect?

Spy vs. Spy.

Discrimination is not a good sensation.

Degradation.

Change what you are going for and you get what you want.

Perception.

Claim it all to receive your best story.

Never miss what is remiss.

I survived a horrific traffic crash w my husband aka Paul’s Oriental Express.

No harm. Lot’s of foul.

Pls clean up your side of the street.

Love my own Place, Lack of Grace & Need my Mace

To get some credence, give a revival.

Safety dance, men w out hats.

Lawyer w out values, lawyer w out borders.

Pop goes the world. Pop goes his mom.

Like I care about your about your inappropriate life.

Get a Chinese, if you pls. Her name is not Susan.

Don’t rape Victoria.

It’s your intellect, or lack of.

Paranoia.

Sorry you don’t respect facts as well as a clinical depression.

You’re kind of threat to society.

That is my truth, you’re kind of obtuse.

Paternalism, misrepresented.

No responsiblity, no accountablity, shaddy.

How dare you judge a princess?

You have -i-s-m.

Watch the denial in your face.

Your mother’s lace.

2x Men I Know Who Prefer to Hurt Me: Both a Like in Non-Dignity

Leave me alone, if you hate my throne.

No paranoia till Brooklyn.

Terrorism till ten.

I grew up going to 9111 Williams Road, Richmond, B.C.

So unintelligent to try to hurt a woman in private, unwarranted.

Breaking my rights in a hotel basement office & sophisticated bohemian apartment.

Try not to take out your mother’s ‘shove’ on a real life Wonder Woman.

White Dove.

That you like female immature adults who are dressed in old-world or Asian doll clothes is not pretty.

Try respecting femininity, go find a Journey.

Reverance, no right to judge a woman.

You’re attracted too? I’m not deserving of any judgment.

You’re getting pretty hectic.

Bricky are heavy.

Try, a program of discpline, and recovery, and providing.

Sorry, you’re illogical + weak men.

Blessings.

Stop Blaming a Butterfly (part 11): Narcissitic abuse; Cut it Loose

What is not the pollution?

What is the solution?

A feeling.

Feeling is a healing.

Try it on for size, be the prize.

Narcisstic abuse isn’t pretty, it isn’t as pretty as we make it look.

Takes a lot of strength, effort, dispcline, willpower and courage to overcome destruction & intentional mental harm to a woman.

Face the fear, these men that do that are not straight, and if you get raped, it means a low-form ‘female’ is easier for that man to manipulate.

It’s stemmed from an abusive childhood, a rejection of fatherhood, allegedly and laziness.

Mother’s raised “raised them wrong.”

Compassion to you.

Reverence, try that.

“Hyper on two.”

Stop Blaming Butterflies (part 10): Hotel "Called" Me: I met 2x Men on the Same Night going to Yoga

I like it better this way, seeing it in a new way.

So sorry, your healing is met in hurting another being.

By the way, I wasn’t asking.

Receiving.

Going to a Yoga, on October 12, 2022’s night.

Clandestiny, at the same four star property.

Follow your heart.

Watch your narc as to not let ‘sex will’ run apart.

In my opionion a men’s 12 step program of sobriety, would benefit an ex-heroin junkie, and an ‘alochol-free’, so-called sober man.

Took advantage of me, I gave you a lesson.

Blessed be.

Stop Blaming Butterflies (part 9) : The Lawyer & The Law (of Attraction)

The devil isn’t always a foe.

It’s the devil you don’t know, you may want to bestow.

I fought the “lawyer” and the law, won.

It isn’t a crime to idealize a timeless, time.

Yet, for a lawyer to play, 288 w a dangerous she-mind is a perilous climb.

Gleave, long descent. Google it. “She got my name.”

Stepdad. My ex-husband is the best.

No man came. Not true, insane.

Murray Sholty, represent me as my rape attorney.

See what time, brings.

Are you that full of yourself, f* face? …pls don’t oppress me, Tofino is fair to impress me.

I moved at 19, your next door girlie.

Stop Blaming Butterflies (part 8): Remedy, gently.

Don’t offshoot to a newt.

Perchance to dream.

Lawyer’s w out borders.

Cruisin’ for a brusin’.

Don’t be afraid of life’s unfolding movie.

The Corona awakening is always groovy.

Get high on energy, it is a remedy.

What awoke, is the Spirit.

Get better at being yourself.

A gaslighter wants you in fear, just say, “no thanks, I’m in the clear.”

Try addressing your denial and pls just stop talking.

Proceed w Truth & Light.

Never let a f* face own a space, retrace to your own place.

That’s not how you throw a party, Paul! That’s not a paperback writer.

I had to play a Beatles record backwards to see you, laaaater…

Jail, death, and instutitions.

World wide web, it’s all one place.

Weapon of choice, why not. Voice.

Go gently.

Stop Blaming Butterfiles (part 7): Workplace Sexual Violence's Unsilence's

Narcissitic abuse, is a huge missue. It’s about being given a fake dose of something, not anything. Forgive, yourself. Party non. Party on.

I know what joy is, it’s beating the Devil.

I’m not lying. Does he not understand mood rings? The Real Thing.

It’s not the people, it’s the places & the things.

It’s all you! Those that did not give it, can not take it away.

Keep your own car, running.

Arcade Fire, Montreal.

Forevermore.

Pls know, a good man can drive in the snow.

Worship, the Stars.

Gets more bee’s w honesty.

Noticing, not judging.

He just stole, a man’s wife. Put her in danger of her, life.

Man came to fight, right.

Got a risk, doged a knife.

Paul. You have no right to try to take my life.

Workplace sexual violence can lead to Death.

Ode to Ocean: Love Where I Live

Stay until something changes.

I took a cold water plunge at Ross Bay, by the cemetary in my neighbourhood of Fairfiled in Victoria, B.C. into the Pacific Ocean. I feel refreshed and energized by a new vibration.

Inspired by rituals, I’m grateful I can see the merrits of “too much of a good thing.” Where I was previously, withholding from doing my favorite things, everyday, I am now not.

Clinical depression can present in various forms, thus I put energy towards overcoming my limiting beliefs. Acceptance of my true reality, is key.

Vitamin D from the Sun is so enticing. I sat on the shore, tonight and forgave all my fears away.

Willingness is where it all begins.

Humility, is how to shift that piece of the picture. Honestly, it’s about knowing your rights.

What can I do? I engage, and I am grateful to whom it may concern.

Self-bondage, released. To the echos of the ocean to the point that I am free, I repeat quietly, “I am powerless over others. My life had become unmanageble.” Twelve & Twelve.

In sobriety, I know myself now to crave a wave of otherwise, and not unlikely. Support by virtue of the elements such as the Pacific Ocean on Vancouver Island is a healing entirely.

Let me know a knowing so that I can always know a knowing.

I’m grateful to share my words.

It wasn’t always that way, and I thank the stars for shining their Light.

Gaia.

Stay Bright.

Stop Blaming Butterflies (Part 6): Dream Out of E-v-i-l to Free People

What part of ‘rapist,’ do you not get? I’d appreciate, some accountability. Asap, co-operate. Pls, just be honest.

You like your mother’s touch so much, P.H., what next? Lie to an innocent younger white woman at work just so she’d watch your deviant sexuality, w/ a shrill orientalized infantized “woman”. Indecency, true reality. I now have an ex-husband who’s not unaware of you.

I’m up w people.

Don’t ever expect any validationn from a empty gas station.

Which way did the witch go?

Stop expecting to get home safe, from a drunk driver. Pls take an other route, on foot or a carriage. Path of Thought. Integrity. Respond to your own Magic Wand.

Self-care, prioritization isn’t selfish, it’s a Life of Death.

No expecations of false God’s. No expectations, forgive. Rap God’s get to be. Move bitch. Get out tha way.

Obsession is an opportunity to radically attune the Now. Drop, down, roll a new one around.

“Me, I’m from "Michigan.” It’s the Chili’s.

Journey I’m not 30, just us?

Get your validation from the rigiht equation. Me, myself, and I. Earth, Elation. Joy, collective.

Vibration.

It make no sense, sweetie. Below the line, he’s not all there.

Stop the *martrydom.

What have you done for me, lately? I get a feeling tha feeling, you’re not on my side, Paul…? Not a boob man….How’s Manitoba?…Lukas Graham…60’ something year’s old, you make me so sad. Sorry, I didn’t defend myself sooner. Happy Birthday, go on, get those ‘good years…’ stop the martrydom. I’m married, where’s your intellect? Thank f* for sobriety. Observations, feelings, non-bias, experience, education, the law, and following your Heart.

Radical autonomy, stay in non-attachment to solve a situation.

Dont’t be afraid to try at your True Potential.

Even if you’re on a boat w bad bears, to just be the better one.

Life should not be defined by strife, yet by Life.

Let it be Light!

Change your lens. Change your Vision.

Focus on the right things to get a Healthy condition.

Stop serving addicition. Beat it at its own affliction.

Dream out of it.