Return to Manitoba: Mother's Above the Fray
I watched the Wizard of Oz online, last night. I was so comforted and amused all over again by the plot, the actors, and visual aesethic. What struke me most at one point was how the witcked witch is against Dorothy, on her travels, explictily because of her innonce. A predator on her path, unhealed and unwell is attempting to scramble Dorothy, who is baffled by the e-v-i-l creature, as this person is using her, Dorothy’s, good nature against her. I could totally relate, as a babe in woods type, oops, sorry, that’s annyoning. Simply, I wear my heart on my sleave, and am at times, am referred to as naive, yet still I am skeptical of people, as I see.
Types of people who may do this to me, for example, have their instincts ‘off’ as they are living lies, are not clear with their family-of-origin story, and otherwise may be in a sexuality crisis. These people, thus prey on innocence to get their own problems adjusted in an unfair, unsafe way, and, often in a “controlled environment.” Not unfar from Dorothy’s nemesis are“flying monkey’s”, themselves as threatening to the sanity of others. It’s a lazy, inappropriate, uneducated thing to do, to avoid looking at themselves by projecting onto others. Operating out of denial, these types of people avoid internal scanning that could lead them to process the issues rather than act out on innonence. It really should be illegal, and as long as it occurs in the workplace, identified as Bullying and Harrasement it is. Unfortuxzzenately, in my early 30’s, I experienced that as well as workplace sexual violence act by a older man which I played out in a degree of pain until a rescue from my now, ex-husband and. In my early 40’s, as I study employment law in a post-degree diploma program I’ve come to understand the illegal aspects that can cause major upsets in life.
Hindsight is a lucky gaze, to have in life as it means surviving something of a challenge.
“There’s no place like home.” Dorothy, in the Wizard of Oz wakes up at the end of the movie to realize she had the power inside of her all along. In my story, a statuatory rape age, narcissict man hurt me at work so painfully that I suffered a psychiatric emergency, one summer on June 9, 2017 and I am resilient always. Surrender, Howells. If you steal the car why not just go for a drive. Please don’t not tip your server or dinner’s not a five. I can see clearly now, the pain is gone.
Somewhere over the rainbow, a bright sunny day.